i feel on top of the world. this sudden, real almost tangible happiness. i dunno wht is eez.
mayeb its coz i m listening to my favourite songs ( PS i m listening to Falak and holiday- khwaaishon se), maybe its coz someone who means a lot to me has opened one more aspect to me even if its not pleasant its one step closer. maybe its coz the summer camp is around the bend and i'm picking the songs tht i ll be doing there. maybe its coz i can visualize myself dancing away again, and making people dance on my beats and mayb coz i m thinking of starting violin classes. maybe its something as silly as the last of my exams.
these exams went in a very relaxed state of mind. no dont get me wrong all those who have geared to yell on me its not like i dint study. i did. mom can justify to tht. but i dint get tensed a single time. a few went bad.. but i really dont care. god knows why. life.. seems just perfect. lotsa things are wrong. but it still seems perfect. like mab i v seen a new dimension.
maybe its coz my one of my dear dear frnds is in town again ad for three months maybe its coz i had a girls day out with pri after ages n ages. mayb its coz i really really feel free and i wanna laugh and giggle and smile and tease and play with the entire world.
maybe its coz i m blogging again. after wht seems like ages or mayb its coz i rediscovered the pleasure in writing in real diaries in these last few days.
mayb its coz i m gonna go on a proper un breakable diet from tomm.
maybe coz shaili is just a month and 10 days away from mumbai now or mayb coz i spoke to anu today.and divya. mayb coz i spoke to shrirang only once today (thnkgod) and we dint fight in tht much time. mayb coz i m planning on calling ritu now.. n bhai too.n jatin too. n hardik too. n dhru. lol its 11 i dont think i can fit all those ppl in especially if i get talking to ritu or pri. but i ll try to.
mayb coz i ll start researching abt my american univs frm tomm or mayb coz i ll take my GRE dates tomm. mayb coz i ll start applying for jobs tomm. or mayb coz i m just so happy.
whew!! wht a list. welcome me guys.. i m back!!!!