Thursday, June 19, 2008

Please tell me I'm not the only one..

Have you ever felt like shouting out.. screaming out randomly..

Have you ever felt like turning the volume on your ipod up so loud that hopefully it could drown out your thoughts?

Have you ever felt bare, exposed although covered from head to toe..

Have you ever felt like stretching out more, and more and more because it feels like there is something in your bones thats not right?

Have you ever felt like covering yourself up with water because you need that fluidity enveloping you..

Have you ever felt like running away from talking to anyone in the world?

Have you ever felt like this is not you... not your body, not your thoughts.. and not your situation..

Have you ever felt like avoiding everyone around you and meeting absolutely random people, at the same time?

Have you ever desperately wanted to go to that one place, do that one thing, but something or the other has just restricted you from it..

Have you ever felt the need to express yourself without words, through action, art, pictures, or ink?

Have you ever stood up, looked up and desperately wished for the rains to wash away every bit of consciousness..

Have you ever just randomly met someone every goddamn day because you want it to start feeling right?

Have you ever thought if while reading this you are thinking of the exact same things I was thinking of while writing this..

Have you ever wondered if the person in front of you is really real or just a hoax, a bundle of illusions, a manipulation of thoughts and gestures?

Have you ever looked back and wondered what you did wrong for this to happen, for that person to behave like you just don't exist anymore..

Have you ever questioned your decision because you aren't really sure if that's going to make you, or anyone else too, happy for sure?

Have you ever doubted the potential that you might have had.. the promise that seems real sometimes and impossible at others...

Have you ever felt incomplete, right in the center of your being. Like there is a page left unturned in the book of your life and you have flipped past it and can never go back to it..

5 comments:

chandni said...

you are definitely not the only one.

This too shall pass...

That much I can guarantee!

sillysneha said...

have u ever realised THIS is y i have u n u have me?

Monsoon said...

I got goosebumps as I was reading this!

"The page left unturned and you can never go back to it"... Nobody could have described that feeling better than your words.

And yes, even though nobody is the only one, yet everybody is the only one.

~The Dream Catcher~ said...

chandni - Thanks. Though I know it, that helps.

Sneha - Yes, yes and yes. :*

Monsoon - :) where, pray, is the everybody..

puneet said...

Yes you are not the only one who feels it....It happens to me very often as well!!!!

Yes....I do feel it most of the time- I wondered if the person in front of me is really real or just a hoax, a bundle of illusions, a manipulation of thoughts and gestures?