Monday, January 22, 2007
Five years later...
Do you wonder how lives move on??
Do you miss those times we spent together??
Its a dusk I'll never forget..
I questioned, You dint answer
I provoked you to reveal your intentions,
You dint let go till the end..
I abused, you agreed,
I kept enticing you, maybe you'd say what I wanted to hear
You kept quiet, took the blames.
It could have meant that you pleaded guilty
It could have meant that you were defenseless
It could have meant that you did not need to give excuses
It could have meant that I was senseless
Its a ride I will never forget..
I knew I'd never see you again
You were already etched in my mind,
Yet I etched you all over again
You knew you would never touch me again
You had already touched my life,
You touched it all over again..
It could have meant that I finally knew the truth
It could have meant that you were sorry
It could have meant that I was still giving you a chance
It could have meant that it was the real end of the story
Its a night I will never forget..
Alone in the wide expanse of my house
Alone devoid of the love I'd known so long
Alone, rid of the farce that I had known as truth
It meant that what had changed my life,
had itself been an illusion
It meant that what had become my truth,
had never been the true.
Do you wonder if I still dream on??
Do you remember our sacred five year promise for a forever??