Why do you have a black heart my love
What deed so tainted, words so impure
what joy rebuffed, what smile upturned
you always believed
that smiles are an anomaly
that the world is a bitch
that people are selfish
you always accepted that
that was your truth
imbeded in your psyche
fashioning all your moves
you revelled in the pain
Basked in darkness
enjoyed the screw drilling in
relentlessly, ruthlessly
what little action was it
that turned out to kill it all for you
why do you have a black heart my love
and how am i supposed to love it